Dating in your 40's

I find dating in my 40s similar to dating in my 20s and 30s instead of meeting men in bars who wreck of alcohol I meet men on the internet. Holy shit what a different world some of these people come from... Especially me!!!

Internet dating can be divided into categories: 

men/women who genuinely want to b in a relationship 

Men/women checking out the concept of Internet dating- if they get s date great if not oh well

Men/women who troll - they typicAlly stay on the site forever- looking for sex, money, status, etc

Desperado- less attractive people who have not been lucky in love because of... Well just because.... 

I met an amazing man or so I thought... Joe! Actually he is a good man- we had fun together- he was free- me allowed me to be free.... Just one problem- the wife he no longer wanted to be married to... Getting rid of her was no easy task... Joe and I battled over her, laughed about her lack of pride, and even felt sorry for her... Nonetheless Joe was a good man!!! LOVED and still love his mother- beautiful person!!! 

Dr Dick- what a character- he described himself as a healer and I believe he is a healer!! He is an actual doctor of internal medicine. He happens to be the smartest person I have ever met... He can be fun, giving, funny, free, and kind... But Dick has a dark side- he's petty, scared, mean, and selfish!! 

I don't regret anything that happened in Savannah, GA. I'm thankful I didn't have to ride home with him..I'm also thankful he's no longer a part of my life. I don't want someone to be cruel to me, because they don't get their way... Oh I forgot to mention he's not a child-he's 60 something years old and acts like a spoiled brat. 

I forgave him when I probably shouldn't- in the past I would've tortured him the way a cat does a mouse or Frankie tortures lizards... After having cancer things changed--controlling another person doesn't have the same appeal in once did!!! 

Irony: Knoxville sucked with him.. Best part of the trip- the ride home with a complete stranger (who by the way- began calling and asking me out-asking me to meet him in Asheville- lmao) Savannah best part of the trip--the look on his face while we were standing at the door!!! I can't elaborate because I don't want to incriminate myself.. I still chuckle at his expression!!! He was very confused when he thought he could once again be a fucking dick to me... Not this time sweetpea!! I arrived home at 8:00 am thanking God that Rabdy Silverstine would no longer be in my life......

Warning to all women dating in their 40s... Never give in!!!! Be polite-never be a pushover-look your best-never ever give yourself freely and quickly-and always see the light!!! Lol and never try and get between a man and his lover a camel.... Lol